Why hello there 64digits, long time no see.
For those who don't know I left this site exactly 2 years ago to this very date and stated that I would not be returning. So why have I come back now you ask? Because some of you guys are fucking great!! I don't have a particularly high opinion of this community as a whole but I could pick some members out who are pretty exceptional people:
One of the best friends I made from this site. He always puts up my shit and all I can say is sorry I haven't finished your site yet.
We don't get much oppertunity to speak these days but you are quite possibly one of the most hilarious people I have ever met... and you don't even
mean to be funny =P
Another one of those people who I just don't seem to get the time to talk to these days but this guy was always there to lend a helping hand... not that I ever accept help from others.
Haha this guy never gave up on me or staticfire when everyone else started to think I was useless and lazy. Don't worry i'll finish SF someday and there will be a mod position for you if you want it ;)
Another one who didn't lose faith in me all this time I was doing very little. You should make a site again like CPSGames sometime.
There's loads of other awesome people here but those are just the ones I thought of off the top my head.
So then.. what exactly have I been doing all this time. Well I was in my second year of college last time I was on this site but about 3 months later I pretty much got kicked off the course (not that I care, it was bullshit anyway).
About the same time I took a job at KFC which got me a bit of money but I couldn't cope with the stress of working in that sort of busy environment and I kept getting into trouble for under cooking food and whatnot. Only reason I did that stupid job was because I thought I had met the girl of my dreams but that turned into a total disaster when I found out she didn't appreciate turning round to see me covered in blood because I had just cut her name across myself with a 4 inch blade: OUCH!
I was putting cream on it though so the scar is just about gone now. So anyway I get fired from work and the next day the police come round and I just managed to get away with charges for harassment, threatening behaviour and carrying a weapon in the workplace since I've never been in trouble before.
So no more job, no more college, going nowhere in life... next thing I'm in hospital for overdosing on painkillers which for some reason my parents are surprised about even though it should be pretty obvious that somebody in my situation would rather not live any more.
I then decided to stop trying to kill myself and maybe make things better. I started by writing a letter of my feelings to the girl who I lost my job because of and sending it to her house along with a stupid box of chocolates and shitty flowers (yeh I know, I'm not usually this pathetic) but as soon as it arrives I get a phone call from her family and apparently I'm a stalker and the police will be informed. So I start thinking oh well I guess I'm definitely going to jail now. I would rather die so off I went to the nearest bridge and got ready to throw myself off but I just found it so difficult to let go of the railing so eventually the police managed to get me down ad they told me they were taking me home but as I got out of the police van something didn't feel right... like the fact that I could have sworn I don't live in a secure mental hospital.
So after the months spent in misery with nothing to do but sleep and look forward to the food window being opened I finally had my freedom back and I was feeling a lot better. Only problem now was the fact that my parents didn't want me back in the house so I got put in some crappy hostel where I barely had enough money to feed myself. I spent 3 months in there until they threw me out because they claim I'm rude to the staff who run it.
Now my parents have taken me back in and things seem to be slowly getting back to normal. I have resumed my website work and maybe staticfire will be along sometime but I think I got a dam good reason for not working on it.
Well thanks for reading my first blog in 2 years, I've sure missed 64digits despite all the things it has wrong with it :)
P.S who took a dump under my badges? XD