It was brought to my attention by member Mush that Gamemaker's new logo looks like a f@g. I found this petition for all of you to sign (like it will do any good.)

http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/GM8/

ye! Down with the tyranny of yoyo games!

-mesenberg

so why is everyone crazy about xmas already!!! >:(
o well *engages xmas avatar* lol hohoho!

So the house is a complete mess and all the shit is packed up or lying on the floor lol. Moving over the weekend to a different house with my host-family. And furthermore I'm likely to go mostly without food until at least monday cause my host-parents don't have any money till then lol! I really dont want to buy my own food thought cause I've got better things to spend my money on lol ^_^ furthermore I might not have internet for most all of next week! D:

So this friend of mine here just broke-up with her boyfriend and she was all in tears today. very sad, I was actually there in the room when it happened.. over webcam...

1) i lost my bus ticket today >.< screwed over my whole weekend...

2) i enjoy the hearable delights of Marilyn Manson on occasion...

3) MONEY! :D we could all use some...

4) happy thanksgiv.... o wait, that was yesterday... HAPPY BLACK FRIDAY :D

5) life without music is like tuna without fish!

-Mesenberg

You already know where to go so don't expect me to tell you, pervert! :P

http://silencethememories.x10hosting.com/

I made an website. :D An Emo website! even though I'm not emo, I just like the music and styles. I mainly made it for the sake of production and because now that I can't use Game maker my other website is down. I'm hoping if I can keep this site maintained and build some sort of visitor base that eventually I can monetize it. but thats long term so I dont even know how long it will last lol.

Tell me what are your thoughts, and I know it is very very low technology but I can't script! I would like to add more user interaction to the site so that people maybe can submit content FROM the site or add comments and stuff but I don't know enough to do that lol. So if you could be so kind point me in the right direction lol.

Dangit I hate it when I'm trying to get a girl and I can't read her.... it always seems so simple before u try to get her or after you got her but never while. can I hear an amen?

1) Boise State will make the BCS!!!! im sure of it! :D

2) I wanna live on Spooner Street one day

3) we should have a "preview" button for these blogs...

4) what is it with Germans and global warming... they'll be reverting back to the stone ages before century's end!

5) Hey Nasa just called, they said you need to get on a diet cause your gravitational force is pulling satellites out of orbit! :D

-Mesenberg

If we could have a new News entry on the homepage... I think this would make the site look 100% less dead!!! lol it kills me everytime I load up the page. "Site basically back" >.< what a douser....

Incase you all didnt notice... THE POLAR BEAR IS BACK! :D
*waits for encore*

Man I've been so bored this past week that I actually downloaded Maplestory and started a new spin on that... you know your life is sad when you do that. lol Its probably also a bi-product of this girl ditching me when I thought we had something... >.< I hate it when that happens. can I get an Amen?

You know what, the thing about food in Germany is they dont have freakin Mexican food! And of course if your not from the USA you wouldn't care. I freaking love taco bell and even more now that I dont have it! XD It was like 3€ for 12 taco shells at the grocery store and I said well f*** that...

Name the song moment: "Then you really might know what its like..."

Never ever work out when your dehydrated kids! >.< its a very stupid idea, just drink water first! XD I found this out the hard way, worked up a big sweat and then took a pause and suddenly I felt really sick and almost passed out lol... bad juju!

I can't believe your actually still reading this junk, as if you should even care what I have to say! lol

Name the song moment: "O why cant I be what you need, a new and improved version of me! But im nothing so good, no im nothing..." "and only you can give the breath of life! but you dont see me.. you dont..."

No cheating <_< I gave you like alot of help on that one!

time for my trademark 12345!

1) I just discovered that the type of music which is my favorite is called Post-Hardcore lol. I guess its relative though, always changing...

2) Peanut butter jelly! Peanut butter jelly! Peanut butter jelly with a baseball bat!

3) Vodka mixed with coke is highly delectable! you should try it! ^^

4) Lookin for something new? try "The Sorrow" ^_^ Mesenberg approves this message.

5) Windows 7? Fail, Epic Fail, or FTW?

-mesenberg

Just like always, Its all melee's fault!

but I wont point to many fingers :P

It's been a while, and of course no one cares except me. But I'm likely the oldest bean out of all of you who will read this post so put a lid on it! I'm such an old bean!!! :D :D

I'm in Germany!! :D JA! WUHU! It's great! I get to stay here until next July before I have to return to the States so that makes me pretty happy! In commemoration to my german adventure I dyed my hair black, its damn sexy. At least imho. The one thing I hate is that I don't have enough money to really party it up lol so that kinda puts a handicap on things. The funny thing is, I can't speak german! I'm learning though. Sometimes I feel really bad because all my friends have to speak english around me. lol

The one thing I hate is my hostbrother and his friend! They are the most annoying people in the world!!!

A few bands that I've been listening too recently, tell me how you compare:

Haste the Day
Bring me the Horizon
The Agonist
Underoath
Escape the Fate
Bless the Fall
In Flames
Blink 182
Bullet For My Valentine
Evanescence
The Sorrow
Taking Back Sunday
Letter Kills
Attack Attack!

1) YOU KNOW that my, mother, died of heart cancer at the age of 14! and your just going to tell me about premarital sex!!! How could you be so offensive!!!

2) Obama gets the peace prize but I have no freakin idea what he did for it... O_o

3) Everything in europe is so dang expensive!!!!

4) im hungry! I miss tacos!!

5) Anyone else noticce how Starcraft 2 is STILL not out!! >.<

-mesenberg