Left home, Gave all away

Posted by Crazy Star on Jan. 1, 2021, 7:10 a.m.

Happy new years B-)

Life is funny sometimes. Last year put me in a bad mood eventually. Like everyone else, the world state affects me. But good things also happen.

I realized that Denmark wasn't doing me any good. First it was the virus. I saw how people didn't care. How it turned people against each other. How slow everything was. Then it was all the little things. The more I tried the less happened. It's been like this my whole life.

I went against the advice of the government and the people and jumped on a plane. I had been following the statistics of the spread and it had only gotten worse. Thought: "maybe if I went somewhere were there were not too many people things would be better and safer." And I was right.

I'm still in Europe. My parents and family want to know where I am so they can feel sorry and worry about me, still. Fuck those people. They are strangers to me now, as I have always been to them.

I spend my days on the beach eating ice cream and playing ball.

My expensive luxury apartment that was keeping me poor and alone is now someone elses problem.

My stuff doesn't own me anymore. It's gone.

Comments

OBELISK 2 weeks, 4 days ago

lmfao holy shit you europeans are something else

if I could go and be a matthew mcconaughey beach bum I would. Good move

Toast 4 days, 6 hours ago

Hey man, I respect that and it's certainly something I've often considered, especially the beach part. But don't get sucked into polarised thinking. It's ok to own things. And it's ok to give them away. Sometimes giving everything away is the best move. Find your own meaning but also find balance

Crazy Star 2 days, 18 hours ago

@OBELISK

Thanks :) All this sun, time and exercise combined and soon I will be. Maybe even a ( rather short ) Schwarzenegger with a funky hair color.

Crazy Star 2 days, 18 hours ago

@Toast

I hear you man 🙏

That's actually it. I couldn't afford the place I was living before, but here the rent is cheap, and I can focus on other things like my happyness and health. The money will come. This was a necessary step to get there.