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Posted on June 23, 2009 at 00:11

Got my grades for my classes.... passed em both.. fuckin' awesome (: Though now the new ones have begun, but at least they're only online... so I still get open time for myself and junk.

I don't know when I made my last entry, but I think it was a whiiiile back lol.. Sort of... just been all over the place lately. Work, and fundigs... boyfriend moved so I've been helping him get all organized... Work has been great, learning sooo much, seen lots... both sad and awesome. I saw a kitten fetus... momma' had to get an abortion and they were tiny 1 month old fetusesess.... looked like a human fetus...but oober tiny. Pretty cool.... I loves mah job.

Oh! 21st passed too.... managed the 21st shit face without even trying haha.... so much fun though. Midnight bar run at a bar called The Arsenal, with two best friends, bf and coworkers.... shot of whiskey, some tokio tea thing, blow job shot and chocolate cake shot.... was goooood.... then about 2 hours over the toilet, but totally worth it. Then Medieval times the next day.... that was so fun with everyone, best friend and I were ridiculously loud... Love it. The food...mmm so good.... amazing tomato soup...and I usually hate tomato soup... sad they only provide one little bowl... I would've gladly given up the half a chicken for another bowl. Still though, it was great.... my best friend got me a shirt with a chubby panda eating a cookie on it and a panda phone charm, my other best friend got me panda head phones, parents gave me mooooneh, and a cake... and paid for MT, :D Then my bf is going to take me to SD Wild Animal park..... GREAT 21st bday. And now I can happy hour it up, and buy my own liqour? It's awesome.

Uhhh.... I'm going to Yosemite in two weeks, YAAAAY.... Haven't been there in 2 years... i miss it so. I'm excited... we're taking another vacation aside from that but we don't know where yet. Damn cruises got canceled ): mreh. Oh well... but yeah, not much else going on. I might try to throw a kick ass kick back here at my house... but that shall depend on finances....

All in all everything's been fucking amazing (: Life is awesome and I consider myself pretty fucking lucky for everything I have....

I DL SIMS3 too.... I looove it. I want the game... I have a pirated version right now. But I want the gaaaame... I shall have it....... eventually. Right now budget goes to boyfriends motorcycle gloves birthday present aaand.... dinner? Yeah... then my textbooks too...and... bills. And such...

Ohhh he bought this game for his Xbox Lord of the Rings Conquest, so we could play it... we played for about 3 hours.. maybe more yesterday, SO fun. I haven't been able to get into a video game like that in a LONG time. The game is awesome.... choose what you wanna be, scout, mage, warrior or... something else, oh! Archer.... and you just fucking WAIL one people.... just fighting orcs... trolls... urukhai... just kiiiiill. I love it... the sword killing is fun.... I always took the warrior, sometimes the mage and Gandalf when I could, he almost always took the Archer unless he needed the melee that the warrior had.... We were strategizing and everything, he would mainly take out the Trolls cause I was terrible at it, unless I had Gandalf or a mage, I could do it from afar.... but otherwise I sucked at it. But I kicked ass at....well.. kicking ass, I could keep the masses at bay pretty well... Him too, with the archer, he'd take em out before they even reached the area we had to protect. It was sooo fun, we beat the first half of the game. Though I wish there was a harder setting... oh well though. Gives me the umph to play The Two Towers here at home on my own (: Soo fun... we wanna get a racing game too, I think that'd be fun. Ohhh summer... I loves it.

And now... PICTURES.... cause I always need to have them...

(btw I hate photobuckets new editing system... takes too long...)

We were laughing cause we were talking about teasing blowjobs and licking the whip cream first..

The blow jobs themselves... yummm...

The chocolate cake :d

This picture just always makes me laugh... me and my mom were the only ones laughing that hard at the table.... both of us already been drinking for a bit... :3

And last...

I pick 'em well.

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Posted on June 02, 2009 at 18:03

I should be studying, I was stumbling about 64 for a bit so I figured I'd do some update images (:

Yuffie was remembered so here she is! The sleeping little retard (: She basically looks the same.... just bigger...

The best bitch in my life ever, my best friend Martha and I. We took a day trip to San Diego with a couple of other friends. Yay, touristy fun!

This is Brendan (: The wonderful beau I was lucky enough to trap >:3

Me all girlied up for prom with Brendan.... and NO NO, he's not like 18 lol As I've said... he's 24. But he's a Chem teacher so he had to chaperone(sp) and I got to be the lucky date :p

Theeen.... LIP RING! Probably already noticed it but I think it shows more so here, and I LOVE it. I got it sometime last September (: I think I'm going to get ore, but I'm not entirely sure yet, we;ll see....

I was going to write more but i just realized it's 3 and I haven't really done shit all day sooo.... time to make it seem as if I've been productive.

For old and new times sake then...
Posted on May 28, 2009 at 00:58

Speaking of writing blogs... why not just jot one up now eh? Bit of a catch up... may be short..

Well, essentially, other than blogging, I may be useless here now... I haven't really touched Photoshop since high school... Bit depressing, I haven't written in years either... even more depressing. Buuuut, time moved on regardless....

SO much has happened, which I won't elaborate on cause frankly I'm not proud of more than half of those happenings (: Les' just say Vania's made her fair share of mistakes in life and paid for them greatly.... BUT... now things have progressed, lovely new chapter in life and things have been great. School's still been stressful, as always.... Still not quite the #1 Academic person of the century, but I'm trying.

Don't know if I ever posted that I figured out what I wanna do in life, but Zoology is my goal (: Workin' with tha manimals... yay. It's gona be a hard road though, science majors are NOT pleasant... Math has never been my cup o' tea, so we'll see how that goes.... Quite luckily, I have a wonderful boyfriend who's major was also a science one and is quite savvy with the entire shindig... Free tutoring, yay!

So that's the next thing... I've finally gotten myself into a stable relationship with someone... got tired of the run around with people, and playing the game just as well... had decided to stop dating but he came around and why pass up something good for no reason? It's only been three months but I think it's been the best, steadiest and healthiest three months ever haha... No, "omg I'm so in love with you" after a month or two (: We'll save that for when it's real.... but anyway... friends love him, parents love him... and as I'm slowly but surely, getting older, we get to have a stable 'see-each other- a healthy-amount', type of relationship and junk.... He's 24 (: So I'm sure not (entirely) having the 18-20 year old mentality helps the stability quite a bit...

Hummm... I;ve got the greatest closest friends right now. Everyone's amazing... It still sucks cause there's hm... well really only one person I wish was still in my life but... ya' live and learn.... but I've gotten my best friend back in life, and we're so close... I've gotten other great close friends. My first ex ever, Ozzy, first love and all that fun stuff, is one of those close friends. It's just wonderful to have them with me (:

What else..... Haha, social life has DEFINITELY changed.... though I doubt that'll mean much to anyone as I've never really posted much about it... though, I never really had one... ANYWAY.... go out a lot with friends, not so much during school, but vaca time.... love going to small group house parties, drinking, dancing for hours on end.... and we go to this thing every month called Crank MOB, SO awesome. It's a mob of about usually, 700+ people biking it through town for about 5 hours after dark (: So kickass, we DESTROY traffic. Love it... drink... ride... dance... socialize... PARTY ON WHEELS. "Crank MOB: Put the fun between your legs ;)" Lol :p gotta love it. I plan to go to my first rave this year... I haven't decided on whether it'll be EDC or Monster massive (halloween rave... bout 20k people) or Together as One, Depends on money I guess. But it'll be INSANE. Mmm, ah, since the big 21 is just around the corner, bars will definitely join the social scene (: Boyfriend loves the happy hours and drinking and can't wait for me to be able to join him.

Theeen... OH! Work... I still work at a small pet supply store by my house, but I've also been hired at a Vet near my house. It's GREAT! I love it. I'm learning so much and my coworkers are awesome. It's such a chill environment, everyone's relaxed but still on task.... focused but not too stressed. It's great experience (:

I don't think I have anything else... that's pretty much me in a nutshell at the moment. Just basically been the happiest I think I ever have. New chapters... new happenings... changes.. Life's great (:


I hath returned.... frick it's been forever...
Posted on May 27, 2009 at 23:24

Holy hell I haven't been here in FOREVER o.O Still standing though, I'm glad to see.... and flourishing? (: Aww I was missed at one point, haha.... love-hate relationship with the members.

Jeez.... 2006 my last entry.... crazy. Any of the olbies still here? I only managed to keep in touch with two outside of here... great guys. But lotsa newbies I seeeee....well... not anymore, Guess I'd be a newbie now haha. Not ONE of my old friends is on... whata' shame.

So is everyone still gaming and inventing or just blogging? (:

Seems to be some gaming... but I does see oodles of blogging..

Posted on December 29, 2006 at 03:02

Haven't been here in months and still have my badges o.o

Hellooo all! ^^ Yeah yeah I know "oh god, she's back AGAIN??" Yeah....I've gotten a few reminders that I haven't posted here in a while...Sooo here I am again. With a giant update that''ll get cut short cause i'm all lazy... and in pain from a root canal :3

Weeell.... uhm... first semester of college is done, managed to drop out of one class and barely scrape by my other three classes, yay! Well... if I indeed did, haven't seen my grades yet >.>;

Uhm... working at a different place now, still a pet store though. Should be going back to my old work soon though cause my boss now is kinda weeny, nice but weeny at running the store.

Uhhhhm.... hm.. ah yeah, me and my current boyfriend just passed our 6 month (which none of us managed to remember). Yay! We just went on a cruise together over xmas vacation. Was wonderful to get away.

Still we have oodles of worries. Life managed to smack us good in the face and we're paying off lovely stuff, he has two traffic tickets, and just got into an accident where a speeding guy hit him and ran the front of his car into the curb... thank God my bf was ok, but yeah... that to deal with too ^^;; We'll get through it though. Have too.

Yuffie's big now!... denno if i introduced her or not o.O My new puppy.... but, she's big! ^^ 5 months now:

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Da baby :3 YES I dress her up... it gets cold...

really haven't done much with photoshop. My creativity is all gone.... i've had lovely vacation time, to draw, to write, to work on PS...havent been able to do ANYTHING. I've edited a few pictures, but that's it.

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Sadly that's the best I've managed. It's horrible.... but what can I do? *sigh*

Well... nothing much else to write.

How's everyone here?? ^^ All the oldies still on?

New Puppy!!! -Panda-
Posted on September 19, 2006 at 15:04

That's right ^^ meesa got a new puppy, my own little baby =3 I found an add on the recycler, her and her bros and sissies were on sale for $120 each, so I lookied at her, she was adorable and I bought her =D

SHe's sooooo cute >w< and smaller than I thought she'd be, but so adorable. She's a Chihuahua/Jackrussel mix. NO I didn't name her Panda, it didn't fit her, I named her Yuffie =3 Yesh, from the FF games...Yuffie. My mom for some reason can't remember her name so just calls her Yuyu. Yuffie's the 5th dog we have, but she's MINE damnit. My little dog. SHe's only two months, so she's adjusting to my house and she has to get used to being left alone. Cries and howls alot right now.... makes me sad to leave her alone T___T I get all paranoid and worried >.> My boyfriend kept telling me she'd be fine and everything, but worriness drove me home early, and lo and behold, she's fine. Sleeping on my lap right now. She follows me and everything ^w^ my baby!!!

Anyway, here she is:(sorry if they're big)

She's sooo cute ^^
She'll be all hyper and playful and everything, and then as soon as I pick her up or anyone cradles her, she'll start to fall asleep in a matter of seconds. SHe was defending me this morning too xD I woke up around 5:30 am and scooped her into bed with me, so we were all comfy and sleeping together, then my mom came in and she just shot up and started barking at my mom. Of course its terrifying to have a midget puppy barking at you so my mom laughed. It was cute though, high pitched little bark.

She's tough too. We were introcuding her to the family and she was ok with all the other dogs, but then we bring her closer to the biggest one and she growls xD Feisty.
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Yep yep, that's my baby. include a little photoshop I guess, here's some business cards I've been working on for my boss. I work in a small small petstore, so yeah, just him, me and his wofe working there. I'm in training cause I'm going to have to take over soon, Lee (his wife) is pregnant and due any day now sooo yep. Exiting, but scary >.<

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I know in the first card, the drawing of the dog in the dog house seems kinda random, but it's their logo and Larry(my boss) wanted in there so I had to find some way of sticking it in there without cluttering it. Haven't showed him these yet, showed him the first-makes (without the logo) But he's been under alot of stress lately, so I'm gona wait till hes a wee bit relaxed to show him so he can choose. He's such a nice boss, he's the one who helped me for the longest time to find a puppy AND he went to pick her up for me cause I couldn't. I love my job B)

I know this has been posted...-Panda-
Posted on September 05, 2006 at 22:13

Yes I know it's been posted, but I had to post my own blog in his honor v.v

I cried and was horribly depressed when I found out Steve died. He was personally a childhood (and even at my age now) hero of mine. Grew up watching his shows =3, admired everything he did, including the big risks and stunts.

Alot of people are already making fun and jokes about him, some even going as far as saying "FINALLY!" or my fave :I "He deserved to die." To those people I say F***K YOU. He didn't deserve to die. The man was great and amazing, he went to great lengths to protect and save the animals he so dearly loved. You hardly see people with that much passion and love for what they do besides doing it for television or damn publicity. He worked and lived for the animals; I mean the man and his crew ran into a burning forest to save as many animals as they could from burning to death. I'd like to see you effing gutless assholes go out there and do HALF the sh* he did. And not just the stuns or the risks, but the work and the effor that man put into his life and into his work. Screw you for saying he just agitated and annoyed the animals, SCREW YOU IN THE ASS TIMES TWO. He actually cared about them. He didn't diserve to die for anything!

And saying crap like that not only shows HIM disrespect but his wife and his two lovely children and everyone else he loved and held dear. His wife and him had one of the strongest relationships ever not only through love but through their shared passion for animals. His little daughter Bindy was already taking after his intelligence with wildlife, his looks, and his enthusiasm. It's not the slightest bit f**kn funny that he's gone and her role model was taken from her. His son Robert didnt even get a chance to really know him. So I say again, SCREW YOU to the ass holes for ever putting him down for the things he did.

He's going to be sorely missed by so many people, his fans, his friends and most of all his family. He was one in a few to truly be proud of and to be held in high respect. I may sound over exaggerated, but that's how he was to me. He worked hard to do the things he did. He didn't work for humanity, he worked for the ones who needed it more.

Oh and to those out there also saying "Whats the big deal? It was bound to happen..." Well NO SH*T SHERLOCK..... It's bound ot happen to everyone, death WILL happen. That doesn't stop us from grieving when it does. So screw you too =D

I honestly wish this was just one big joke and he was still out there filming his docu's and shows :( He really did some good for people. He appealed top everyone, grownups, children, teens...all ages. He made it fun, educational and worth watching.

He will always have a place in the hearts of his fans and his family. We loved you life and we'll love you in death.... so sad you had to go, but everyone has their time. Love you Steve <33

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I'm sorry if this sounds over the top but I had to vent. So sick and tired of people's lack of respect for him. If you dont like him, fine. But dont go bad mouth him about it, especially after his death.

Guess Who's Back Bishes?
Posted on August 24, 2006 at 18:47

Helu world of 64d, a world I haven't seen in ages :P

Yes, yes I know I haven't posted in forever. Gotten plenty IM's telling me so >.>

And of course, being the usual me, I STILL have nothing useful to post but I'll post anyway.

WELL. I graduamated in June, so for two long months I've been a no purpose person. Been going out tho with friends and stuff. *sigh* Broke up with my boyfriend three days before graduation *tear*, still suffering over that. But I've kept semi busy. I've gone to the beach, promenade a few times, pet stores, gone to sew a good few movies. Just doing things there and there to occupy my time.

I got a job too ^^ At the current moment I'm just working twice a week, Fridays and Wednsdays at a Pet Groomers by my house (YAY) I was picky for my job, held out and now I have job I like and enjoy. And (hopefully) might soon get hired at the petstore next door, the owner knows me since I work right next to him. Knows he can trust me and stuff, and I can work all week cept friday, so it's good. Hopefully I get hired. Then I'll have a good and busy schedule. School in the mornings until about 11, then off to work for the rest of the afternoon. Yaaay. I just got my textbooks today too! Yay.... 190 for 5 books. Not TOO bad. Just now I have 4 books for english so I'm not sure which to take on Monday. <.<. Oh vell.

Went to find my classes yesterday too, both my classes on Wed and Mon are AAAALL the way across campus from eachother. I'm nervous >.< But it's all new and stuff so I'm still excited =D Already have my school ID..... got my state ID too, so I can PROVE i'm 18. And I got my ATM too, WOOT! Sort out mes moonehs in there. Fun fun. Still have to work on driving >.>;;

Uhm uhm... what else. Ah yeah, now that I'm making an income I've decided... well kinda... I'm going to adopt another doggie! Add another baby to the family. Only this time she hsall be mine D:< Yeps. Maybe around October or so. I have to see how my scheduling is going to be, time management. But I plan to, really want another. Seeing everyone with their dogs at work just makes me want another =P But she'll be small, possibly young.... I can' wait >w< Only 125 to adopt a dog, and you just have to be 18 or older. I might go check them out sometime soon. Just gotta raise about 200 or so, so I can pay for her and all her things, collar, leash, food stuffs, bed and everything. Like having another baby! Without pregnancy... yay =D
I've started to walk my dogs more now too, only one is kinda tarded, doesnt seem to be all excited and stuff unless she's with my other dog. OTherwise she'll walk a few feet then just randomly stop and stare around. Twice she's just rolled over in the grass and stayed there. Tarded doggy. But yep, I know how to keep their grooming up too. Fluffed everyone up after showers yesterday. Pretty fur.

Uhhhhhm....whatelse....Haven't done much opn photoshop lately. Still on a creative dry, haven't written either. Really annoying.

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I had done some things for a friend but I screwed up a few of the layers >.> threw it away. But yeah....

Oh yay I'm finally taking my baptism classes too. Only church is harder to go to now cause of the breakup... have to see him and stuff. Might take my classes and change churches after =D GO to one closer to home or something. I don't know. But yep, taking my classes. Have to do a presentation soon >.< But I get it, its ok. Just talking in front of the class. Bleh.

Uhm... I think that's all I have to report. See? Just as boring as before. =3 Toodles

Oh here, head shot!! I started wearing little hats like that now >.>

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Posted on June 10, 2006 at 19:36

Hi hi, yet again I'm posting..still not much exciting to post about...but I never have much to post about do I? :P

Anywho, we had our annual school art show on Friday and I won second place!! >w< I was so happy. I won SOMETHING! A guy named Juan won first, it was a good project but really simple, it was just a bunch of clip art put together, but it looked nice. But I won something ^^ yay!!
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wee! I had about three more up there but this one won :3

Oh oh and last Monday we had a Senior awards assembly (denno if I mentioned it) but yeah, I went and I won Most Outstanding Student from the Art Department at school! Woo! I thought one of the art students was gona win that. Cause my schools split into smaller communities, CAA (communication Arts), CCP (college and career paths, im in this one), Music Academy, HUmanities... and about three others but those are the main ones. So yeah, I thought someone from CAA was going to win and they said my name, i was like O_O and confused. Like a deer caught in head lights. Yep yep, but I was happy.

Uhm... I kinda finished my animals. I had this up too but it wasnt ENTIRELY finished. The one on the floor doesnt have it's wings or snout... but I couldnt find the right wings and forgot the snout....... so let's just call it sexual dimorphism >.>;;;
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I passed my anthropology class so FOR SURE i'm graduating. Very happy ^^ Going to Disneyland for grad night, already have my ticket, woo!! Can't wait >w<

Now my bordem:
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There's me... if I had black hair =o only it wouldnt look as healthy. It's no professional but I was bored and wanted to see how'd it look.

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I just messed with coloring and brightness on this one...but the color of it looks nice..

Uhm...oh! MY Gorfy turned into a moth!! I let him go on the same night, but yeah :3 aww he fluttered away.

Oh, I'm 18 now too ^^ My birfaday was on Wednsday... I'm an adulto =o dun dun dun. Buy me some porn and then smoke some ciggies lol, it's the life.

Er...that's it I guess :3

EDIT: Oh oh I got a Luda badge >w< yay!!

Posted on June 03, 2006 at 22:15

Yay I went last night! ^^ woke up at 2 today to a 90 degree house...e_e horrid weather.

Well yep, got all dollied up and went... got lost along the way cause my bf busted his manly "I got it, i got it" move and we ended up 20 minutes away from the museum.
Then we got there and waited in line, me and my friends squealing about as we saw eachother. Damn security threw my NEW gum pack away, i forgot gum wasn't allowed. Then got inside, fourn my friend Diana who looked absolutely gorgeus. It was all fun fun, cept waiting in line to take prom pictures ~.~ half in hour in that damn line...and that was when it was SHORT! My shoes were killing me so i just took em off after a while. Theeen took those and we went off to dance!! Wee it was fun, couldnt feel my feet or hear after it was done (we were right by the speakers) but it was so fun.

The girl that was on everyones asses about voting for her won prom queen... she was tearing down everyone elses posters and being nasteh about alot of us were pissed about it. But w/e just prom queen... the glory lasts about a minute after its been announced.

Then at midnight we had the one slow dance and then me, my bf and my friend left and we followed Diana and her date to a Denny's and we ate there. Was fun too, my bf kept making us laugh like really hard but we were tired and sleepy so we looked all cracked out, was funny. We WERE gona go to an after party, but decided we didnt wanna deal with the drinking and the drugs... so we chose eggs and cheesecake at one in the morning instead :3 Then after that we dropped off Diana and my bf took me home ^^

Twas very fun and pretty much all the girls looked bootyful...some had really oogly dresses and HORRIBLE tans. But others looked wonderful.

Here are pictures if anyone cares to see.... i only have the ones from my home cause my mom had like three cameras going AND a cam-corder...entire paparazzi taking pictures. >.O

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me and heem in my front yard

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and my dumbass strugglin with the bootineer* for like 5 minutes. Mother filmed the whole thing :3

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