Id like to think I make good games. Sure I make them so I can learn but I also make them for peole to enjoy. Lately no one has been doing the latter. Why should I make games for people that dont care? Why do I take the time to write out a long and thoughtful post and have no one read it? Why do I help people everyday for nothing?

When I help people(on the gmc) I help them help themselves. I hate everyone doing things for me so thats why I dot it like that. But I dont even get a thanks out of it. Why do I feel a need to help people? When I think about it I hate it, yet I continue to do it. Why?

I guess Im just mad because my games are always bumped to the second page in a matter of hours by pointless noob games. Somehow I might be responsible for helping them in the first place, help them make a shitty game. I guess I should stop helping so much huh? Let the noobs give up on their dreams of ever making games just do I can feel happy about myself. That seems so mean though.

I guess im in a dilema…