I AM (not) NARK PVERMARS

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on Oct. 21, 2009, 8:55 p.m.

nor will i ever be, nor will i ever attempt to be, nor will i ever be able to pronounce that name; i would have more luck speaking the language of the ancients in the sunken city of rl'yeh. but i suppose that's the kind of luck you get when …

the waves of time

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on Oct. 17, 2009, 10:40 a.m.

time shouldn't really be compared to anything physical.

i suppose it is one way of coping with the so-called ineffable, unknowable, almighty, inextricable, inexorably enigmatic constructs which we have not come up with a way to even come close to possibly imagining. but to compare time to something physical, is …

"for your presence, a pittance!"

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on Oct. 12, 2009, 12:03 a.m.

i disturb myself sometimes, with the thoughts i have. i mean, i suppose it's just the typical human misanthropy that we all shelter inside of us, but that doesn't change the fact that i still disturb myself sometimes. for instance earlier today, on a long introspective walk, i noticed a …

surprise old chap there seems to be devilry about

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on Oct. 10, 2009, 9:34 p.m.

linux is starting to make my blood boil in a particularly peculiar way. it isn't very annoying, no, it is just somewhat devoid, this opensuse 11.1 install. i feel it is my job to start developing for it, making it more interesting, but i feel daunted by the potential task …

all lives indifferent / the immortal revery

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on Oct. 5, 2009, 8:30 p.m.

there are certain things that i can listen to that just pulse throughout the entirety of my existence. this music interests me, i must say. it's a very… enrapturing, i suppose, feeling, to listen to music and feel it through your entire body, to feel the bass pulsing, to feel …

tales from the c++ compiler's perspective / nutshell uncracked

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on Oct. 3, 2009, 11:32 p.m.

i spent most of today sitting around working on inane projects. and not so inane projects. i mean it really depends on how you have decided to name the inane. there was the one thing which worked with the api and such, made some interesting things with that when i …

queens of the roadways and the haunted inn

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on Oct. 1, 2009, 3:01 p.m.

working out is not something that i like to do alone. when i do it alone, i am bored and lonely. when i am lonely i am upset. i can't say that i enjoy being upset entirely but there is only so much you can do when you have nothing …

not your existence

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on Sept. 30, 2009, 10:59 p.m.

humour me for a few seconds

as to my curiousity.

You wake up on any day, a day that is surely a day, so daily with gaiety that it cannot be matched, and yet you are sad.

humour me for a few seconds

contaminated waters (fluorine is good for you)

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on Sept. 30, 2009, 2:17 p.m.

sometimes i get tired of being on the internet. the funny thing is, i am never quite sure why i am tired of it. there always seems to be something to do on it, someone to talk to, etc., and yet, i still find myself tiring of it. perhaps it …

we will all be heroes

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on Sept. 29, 2009, 7:09 a.m.

i woke up about 30 minutes ago. i had a dream that i was traveling on something called the stratford osa which for some reason was not actually leading to canada but to michigan. it was odd, if you ask me. so were the millions of stops i had to …