another day

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on March 12, 2019, 8:08 p.m.

well it's about time I come back through here and say some words. i really don't know what to say though. i am lost in my own life. i don't know what to do. i have a job interview thingy coming up and maybe that will help but im still …


Posted by MahFreenAmeh on May 21, 2018, 6:08 p.m.

hey i know this is kinda petty but just bear with me ok cos like i really gotta know


what did I ever do to bother you right

like it has literally been a decade and yet to this day

you come back to my most recent …

hi you don't remember me but

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on Feb. 19, 2018, 6:57 a.m.

it's been a long time. welcome home.

guys did you know you could independently and of your own free will create your own miniature personal universe to explore all the aggregate possibilities of every decision you could or could not have made by just doing this one thing today?

ok …

i just remembered this existed

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on March 8, 2016, 8:36 p.m.

there's something almost maddeningly satisfying about coming back to something that you're used to, you know. nostalgia is great. this dark text box, however, is not great. of course, that's just all part of the user experience, so i'm going to go ahead and change this to white with the …

i am ale a to ric.

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on Dec. 4, 2014, 10:04 a.m.

yes i am sure that you don't

remember how hope floats

or how i floated downstream

to your front door, it seems

that your sense of meaning

is sincerely lacking, condemning

my soul to eternal wondering

my heart is thundering

i wonder where you are

i wonder where i am. …

i am a (g)host

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on July 8, 2014, 4:14 a.m.

i am hosted in my own mind the relevance party of a lifetime the hosting is not going away

it has been a day and a year and possibly even a month since i have had any semblane of existence but i still remember that there are words that are …

a fool's lexicon

Posted by MahFreenAmeh on Aug. 29, 2013, 3:27 a.m.

i am entirely unable to conceive the words that i used to wrench from my mind so many years ago when i joined this site. i cannot properly even begin to fathom what sort of mental processes were at work at that point in time, other than perhaps just being …


Posted by MahFreenAmeh on May 16, 2013, 9:21 a.m.

this is what i think when i start talking: "hello my name is mahfreenameh/sirmxe/8dx/gary/whatever this person knows me by and i have no concept of what the next word that is going to come out of my mouth is" but ultimately every time I try a little harder and eventually …


Posted by MahFreenAmeh on May 13, 2013, 4:18 p.m.



Posted by MahFreenAmeh on May 4, 2013, 9:47 p.m.

Don't forget where you are so easily. It's not like everywhere you were before led to you being there.

but that's okay, the motion is just a memory; a sense of movement that is only created by the transients existing in your short term memory. from one physical configuration to …