...Dying. Ft. UPDATE

Posted by Ronnica on Dec. 11, 2010, 8:21 p.m.

[WARNING: the following has been deemed as "gross." Please do NOT read while eating]

Lately, I've been feeling terrible. Very emotionally unstable with anxiety to the point that I've been getting feverish.

This morning I had my alarm set for 4:30am because I started work at 8am. I woke up at around 3am with a stomach ache. I tried to ignore it and wait it out but I couldn't. I got up, ran to the bathroom in time to, not rocket. Not launch. But to rocket launch-vomit everything and anything I had ingested the day before.

When I thought I was done, I took a shower. Just as I stepped out, I was kneeling at the toilet again, throwing up.

Finally I set my puke-bucket next to my bed and tried to nap for a bit. I kept waking up every 20 minutes or so to vomit.

At 6:30am I called work up, crying, telling whoever it was that answered that I wasn't going to make it in today.

I spent the majority of the day in bed. It was weird. If I wasn't sleeping or being sick, I was talking to my self. My mom said at one point it sounded like I was hallucinating about a group of people in my room and I was talking to them,

"Yeah, you can have my things if I die. You're right, I probably have cancer. *GASP* I probably have cancer! *starts to cry and falls asleep*"

It's about 6:20pm now and I've still yet to eat anything solid. I'm feeling a little better, but I'm scared to eat.

I have the day off tomorrow and I think I'll get myself to the hospital instead of the doctors'. I don't know, but something tells I'll end up there sooner or later. (click here to see what I'm talking about)

Despite my being sick,


Also, if I do die, you're all invited to my funeral.


I took hel's advice and had some soup broth, then some noodles. When my stomach started hurting I realized it wasn't achy, vomit pain. It was hunger pain, so I ate some more, went to sleep, woke up and have yet to throw up ^__^

I'm still feeling very very feverish though. Hopefully that'll wear off today.


Rob 13 years, 7 months ago

I hope you get better soon! <3

Eva unit-01 13 years, 7 months ago

*puts down his tuna sandwich after reading the first few sentences*….Oh…right well, hope you get better also, whatever is going on. That's crazy.

JID 13 years, 7 months ago

*puts down his pizza after reading the first few sentences*….Oh…right well, hope you get better also, whatever is going on. That's crazy.

Oh and btw, please give us a warning next time. >3>

Ronnica 13 years, 7 months ago

@ Rob : Thanks!

@ Eva & JID : Sorry guys ><

JID 13 years, 7 months ago

It's okay. Gave me a good laugh after I got done eating my pizza. :P

Hope you feel better.

Quietus 13 years, 7 months ago

*puts down his cheesecake after reading "tuna sandwich"*

seriously though i know how stress fucks with people's insides, believe me i feel for you =/

Unaligned 13 years, 7 months ago

*keeps eating pizza* Sounds awful, get better soon.

Heh, funeral…

*takes another bite off pizza*

Ronnica 13 years, 7 months ago

You guys are making me hungry.

FUN FACT: I just threw up again after eating a cracker.

JID 13 years, 7 months ago

I say try using pepto bismol, if that doesn't work, try eating some bread, if that doesn't work, try drinking something bubbly like coca cola or sprite, if that doesn't work, do all of the above, if THAT doesn't work, then I dunno. :\

Ronnica 13 years, 7 months ago

I had pepto first thing after the shower fiasco. Threw it up right away. I was drinking ginger ale and that helped for a little to, but it eventually came up.

I'm too scared to eat bread =(