Life Gets Harder

Posted by Azure on April 8, 2007, 6:11 p.m.

Right. Today's Easter. I had a violin lesson in the morning, so bleh. I finish, get some HotCakes at McDonalds, and I'm coming home.

And I see my mom, crying. My granddad passed away. I'm shocked as hell…

A lot of good things happened to my mom the previous week, and everyone thought my mom was blessed. We truly hoped nothing would happen to gramps, but he had lung cancer. And the day he goes to get Kemo, he leaves us.

My mom's leaving Chicago to go see our granddad one last time, out of the US. But I can't go cause of school. So it happens to be that my brother has to stay at a friends house, while I go out too. FOR FOUR FUCKING WEEKS.

My dad isn't home, so it's getting hard. Of course, my friends parents will still be able to take me to school, but still. I'm shocked beyond words.

And now, grandma's struggling too. She's getting old, and she has no one left to support her. So my mom needs to go console her.

Life will feel so weird now. I saw gramps last year during summer. If I had known that 2006 was the last time I'd see him… well… *ponders*

No funny pictures this blog. Sorry guys.

~ Ash

Comments

WaleedAmer 17 years ago

Meh, all my granparents died. The last one, my grandma, died last year… Life sucks. It really does sometimes…

poultry 17 years ago

D: I wouldn't care if my grandpa on my moms side died, cause he is an evil bitch.

But my grandpa on my dads side is about to die but he is cool :( (Well, technically he died already, but he recovered and is now bed ridden. >.>)

poultry 17 years ago

(By evil bitch I mean he pointed a gun at my grandma >:[)

NoodleNog 17 years ago

@Ash :( Sorry to hear it.

@Chicken :o

Azure 17 years ago

Gun? Did they ever think of diviorce, Ryan?

poultry 17 years ago

yes.

Acid 17 years ago

I never cuss but this calls for a "Kick his ass."

BTW Sorry about your grandpa azure, both of mine died within a year of each other and now both of my grandmas are lonely. :(

marbs 17 years ago

I still have all 4 of my grandparents :D

NeutralReiddHotel 17 years ago

I lost my grandmother from my father's side of the family when I was 6. I remember my dad go so upset and pissed off that he broke the windows of our car because the keys were inside and didn't wait for someone to help him.

Sorry to hear about your grandfather. :\

Graydon 17 years ago

I have all 4, and soon to have 5. Btw sorry about your grandpa.