Once again, lack of inspiration/motivation/whatever has gotten me unable to program games, compose music, or do anything even relatively constructive.

Unfortunately, this includes homework.. which is not a good fucking thing; I hate systems programming so much cuz I know I'm not going to be doing shit like that later in life, however it's a compulsory subject and I don't have a choice. I've only done 1 assignment so far.. and it's 9 weeks into a 12 week semester.. yeah in other words I'm pretty fucked.

Halp me why my screwed up frame of mind =0

Oh, also I turned 19 on Tuesday and I've got a big party on Saturday, it's going to be freaking awesome; I've spent all week putting a compilation of all my fav music onto a dvd to play on the speakers out in the living room all night. The people coming.. idk, might just go crazy they're all introverted computer science majors minus a couple of outliers and so yeah.. hopefully they all get into it. Of course, if they don't drink then they probably won't but I gotta get over that >_>

WHAT"VEIACTUALLYBEENDOINGOTHERTHANTHAT

well.. let's see, as for games I got out fable for xbox and am a Bisexual Spellwarrior named Sabre. Hmm.. left 4 dead is really immersive, I don't the lack of realism, but I guess it is a zombie game and what am I going to do :/

TF2 OMFG THAT GAME IS SO SHIT why's everyone like it? It's like warcraft for non-asians. I'm not even kidding. It's god-damned mindless.

Holy crap.. my mind is in overdrive I typed all that in about 2 minutes.. I'd better stop otherwise noone's gonna read it. It must be this jamiroquai I'm listening to.

"you make me love you with a little L"

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